I should be asleep right now. Dreaming of a better place, wishing for other times.
Yes, I am feeling a bit melancholic and I'm not afraid to show it. It's something I enjoy from time to time. But what triggered this feeling that had been away for so long? Simple and complex, I simply don't know.
Listening to some very good music, but very slow music. It makes me think about... Well... Women. For some time now I've been thinking about how many chances I have let just seen pass me by. And YES I mean girlfriends. I've had the chance to be with several different girls who are simply amazing. In their very own way and in their very different way they are amazing. Yet I haven't done anything to pursue them (just one, of course... I'm not talking about pursuing ALL of them...). Is there something wrong with me? Why don't I simply choose one? I don't know. I honestly do not know.
Anyways, I was thinking about that and listening to this music and I just decided to write a bit. It's been a loooooong while since I last wrote here and I'd like to write more often. It's just that time is not always on my side. Today tho, I decided to ask the lil fairy with the sleep-powder to grant me a couple of minutes to write this.
You see I'm tired of waiting for love. I haven't found it in some time and I've waited, I've searched, I've done almost everything, but I haven't found it yet. I know it's waiting for me somewhere, but it also kinda seems like it's hiding. I was in a rush; but rush no more. I am a patient man if it's required of me and I'm starting to see that it truly is the case right now. I know a lot of people are in this very same place. Maybe you've found a "relationship" but really, have you found love? How about you and me wait together? And, if we don't get an answer... Well then we'll apply this:
Yes, I am feeling a bit melancholic and I'm not afraid to show it. It's something I enjoy from time to time. But what triggered this feeling that had been away for so long? Simple and complex, I simply don't know.
Listening to some very good music, but very slow music. It makes me think about... Well... Women. For some time now I've been thinking about how many chances I have let just seen pass me by. And YES I mean girlfriends. I've had the chance to be with several different girls who are simply amazing. In their very own way and in their very different way they are amazing. Yet I haven't done anything to pursue them (just one, of course... I'm not talking about pursuing ALL of them...). Is there something wrong with me? Why don't I simply choose one? I don't know. I honestly do not know.
Anyways, I was thinking about that and listening to this music and I just decided to write a bit. It's been a loooooong while since I last wrote here and I'd like to write more often. It's just that time is not always on my side. Today tho, I decided to ask the lil fairy with the sleep-powder to grant me a couple of minutes to write this.
You see I'm tired of waiting for love. I haven't found it in some time and I've waited, I've searched, I've done almost everything, but I haven't found it yet. I know it's waiting for me somewhere, but it also kinda seems like it's hiding. I was in a rush; but rush no more. I am a patient man if it's required of me and I'm starting to see that it truly is the case right now. I know a lot of people are in this very same place. Maybe you've found a "relationship" but really, have you found love? How about you and me wait together? And, if we don't get an answer... Well then we'll apply this:
-- aut viam inveniam aut faciam --
I will either FIND a way, or MAKE one...
I will either FIND a way, or MAKE one...
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