Friday, April 30, 2010

that dark angel...

I never wanted this to happen... It was never my goal to see you again, eye to eye, face to face...

I thought this angel was gone... this dark angel that stands at my door... what to do with this angel who's here only to hurt? What shall I do? It does not come in peace... It does not bring good news... It only carries death and misery... What am I to do?

I look death in the eye and I smile... 

"Have you come for me?", I ask... 

Death shows no feelings, no face... Stands in front of me waiting... As if something was about to happen... and something IS about to happen...

"We've met before... Remember? We are not really strangers to each other... You've known me my whole life... You've seen me grow and become the man I am today..."

Death only watches me...
"I've never been afraid of you... " An evil smile starts showing on my face... "And it's not about to change... "

I am no longer in peace... I am alive... I am breathing... I am unafraid... 

"I will not have this... I will not have you take my life... I will not have you bring me down..."

For a moment there Death seems to take a step back... This dark angel facing me right now... This dark angel is not the end... This is not where I take my last breath.

I look down to the ground... Wage my options... Sweet release of Death; fall asleep... don't wake up again... a painless world...

But there is so much more to live for! So much more to die for! To fight for!!!
Life can't be like I've known so far... It can't be this restless nightmare; a state of illusion... of darkness

Life is so much more...

"You have come here for my life... And in return... I will take yours. I'll bleed... I'll hurt... I'll overcome... and you shall die"

My teeth clinching... My fists ready... My blood pumping... My eyes filled with rage...

Death takes a step back... 

"No... you will not escape this... this is your end, Dark Angel... this is as far as you go..."